I don't think you've figured yourself out yet. I thought I had a good grip on you, but lately the things you've been saying and doing contradict that. Who knows really? 

I do want to be a photographer. It would be so much fun and I think I would be really good at it. At least, I hope I would be. I'm still unsure whether or not to take classes over it or if I want to major in it. Some would think majoring in  studio art/photographer would be a waste and I could possibly run the risk of taking classes teaching me things that I've already taught myself. Thus leading it to be a waste. Sigh.